Friday, May 20, 2005

News and such.

Okay, now for a quick update. Quentin is a producing g-d.
Kendra was hired, the British are cloning human embryos and the first per season hurricane has hit shore.

More to come on these topics.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

To Whom It May Concern:

What do you do when someone close has done wrong?

He’s no longer who he said he is.. You’re a whole new person. I don’t I have the time or energy to get to know you all over again. Can you imagine finding out a year in to your friendship that someone you tell all your secrets to isn’t real, wasn’t honest.

It’s like having a Gay best friend. He picks out your clothes, hangs out in the ladies room, watch’s you change. Then one day you look up, and wait… he’s in the parking lot… but wait. Who’s with him… no, that cant be.. Is that a girl sucking on his tongue?

Apparently he’s been doing it for a while. But he wanted to be your gay best friend.
So he never bothered to tell you the truth. Cause if you knew. Things would change. But now he’s dating your friend so he “had to come clean”. But how do you except that person. They lied to you your whole friendship. This is not the friend I used to talk to. Share my thoughts with. Tell you what I care about and what irritates me.

I don’t need an apology. I can move on. So should you.

How’s that for an organized, well composed thought??

Smoking, Taxes, and Peanut Butter.

Those where three things on my mind. I don’t know where the thoughts came from. I was reminiscing in my head thinking about a peanut better and jelly sandwich on white bread with the crust cut off. Good stuff!

Taxes.. Taxes are a funny thing. Okay maybe not so funny. When do I have to start worrying about going in to hiding cause I’m 24 and have never paid taxes. Its not that I’m defying the government. I just never knew what I was doing. And now I’m sort of in the financial catch 22 cause I worked for a company who told me it was “off the book’ only to find out later, surprise the government wants money from me. Shit.

Now on to smoking. I smell like an ashtray. But I fiend. I really need it. How sick is that. The strong amazing independent chick that I am. I have a weakness. I have an addiction. How much does that suck for me??

A lot.

And now some news (okay it’s a little old but it was on my mind)
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/local/story/310619p-265778c.html

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Images

I want to see the world. I want to see what it has to offer.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Got Recognition?

I dont but,
Can I have some? I want to toot my own horn and note my own writing skills if nothng more than to be good at something. I was always told how wonderful I am. And “special’ and the oh so hated “you have so much potential”. Who wants potential? Potential is what you have to offer when you aint got nothing else to express. Meaning you COULD be great and do great things. “but honey, your not” Cause if I was. Then I wouldn’t be hearing that g-d awful word. I want to be wonderful and great and achieve all my goals and aspirations. But I have to find them first. In the mean time I want to work on my writing skills. Yea, what? I can write. So maybe I'm cynical and bitchy… a little off centered sometimes. (I want a cookie) Unfocused. (The Stella Dora ones. With the chocolate in the center, yum.. I should go to the store.) Sorry momentary laps of hunger. So right now I’m goanna throw all my jelly beans in one big ol’ basket full of fruit. I’m gonna go out on a ledge here and say I’m a good writer. I have to find my focus. But when I do. Your going to enjoy it. but hey, who needs your approval? I’m a strong independent woman.

me... Sha.. I didnt say that.

Now some thoughts.

A) Don’t you hate when your trying to write something and you have the annoying Ding, Ding, Ding, in the back round. Take a hint. I said I’m busy… Stop IMing me. 
B) Why does MSWord continuously try to correct the word Gonna? It’s not a real word?? Its slang. There can’t be proper spelling for slang…? Can there?
C) My friend seems to think I’m unfocused and wants to criticize my writing. That wasn’t fun. Though it was helpful. Please feel free to comment. Help me. I want it. I need it

PS I can’t Google myself. The Google g-ds need to find a way to limit that search.
Okay that’s really it. Well Unless you care that the brace on my thumb is irritating me. Making it hard to type cause I’m using a laptop and my thumb keeps hitting the little annoying mouse pad in the middle of the ahh… okay.

So back on the original thought, in a Jedi kind of mind frame. Your gong to like me. I’m going to make sure of it. I have to many opinions and so much to say. I feel a little over load. So I’m gonna go out and get me some cookies.

feminism is killing feminimity

Hey, my friend sent me
this? and being the rough around the edges feminist I am. I thought I would share it.

Enjoy.

West Side Drama

Okay, this whole fight over the west side stadium is really starting to bother me. Why cant people see it as a good thing. As a New Yorker aren’t you all supposed to be selfish and greedy. Wouldn’t, gaining the Olympics, not to mention the thousands of jobs and money it would bring a good thing. For crist sake.. Stop whining!!

feminism is killing feminimity

Has Feminism Killed Femininity?


also... read these..

http://www.nationalreview.com/frum/frum-diary.asp

http://www.rightwingnews.com/

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Confidence on the set of SNL

News flash; it seems Tina Fey and Amy whatever her name is are getting along cause I Finally enjoyed the weekend update. Just a note. Maybe it has to do with whats his name pissing himself in the opening secen.