Living With Insanity

I go through a lot of room mates, and lately people are giving me a hard time saying its me. Who else goes through 4 room mates in 5 months. Yeah that’s right 4 in 5 months.With all do respect to myself; one of them is in the marines and was called in for duty and we’re still close. Can the war be over? I want him to come back and live with me. Its sad knowing he’s n Iraq. Okay, back to insanity. I seem to have drifted. I’m starting to think its me. Every one of them seems to have some mental and physical issues. I’m sure there’s a better screening process I just don’t seem to know it. They all seem so normal at first. If anyone does, please tell me. How do know to ask a person if they have a habbit of cutting them selvs. or if they are on meds. or if they snort their meds?
That really is one of the problem with being single. I don’t want to live alone and if I live with a guy I’m labeled as not religious guys really are easier to live with. They don’t have guy drama they don’t leave rusty razors in the shower (yes I really did have to deal with that). They’re dates don’t hit on you. Huh, I wonder if they snort Prozac.. anyway.. room mates are hard to deal with. If anyone has a crazy room mate story I want to hear it. I want to know some one has dealt with something insane. Just to comfort me.

A Cold Room and an Ugly Dress

EDITED MOTZI SHABBOS:
Yesterday I went to the Dr. for a Consultation. Before hand he calls me to say it’s imperative that I come in at as soon as possible, they go over my file. Ask the back round en’ history and all that. Do a quick exam. Nothing they haven’t already done. But this time it’s a new Dr. What I don’t get is. Why? They didn’t tell me anything new. In fact they still need other paper work from the other dr. but it can only be released to me. So now I have to go around collecting paper work from other Drs. Why don’t they share this kind of information with each other… Do I look like a messenger service? Why don’t they share some information with me? All I want to know is what’s going on. If I really needed an excuse to sit practically naked wearing an ugly dress that doesn’t close in a cold room.. I could find more recreational ways to do it.

WHY ARE THOSE ROOMS SO COLD? AND WHY DON’T THEY TELL YOU ANYTHING. AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR THEM TO LEAVE THE ROOM TO CHANGE? THE ROBE WAS OPEN? I NEED TO PUT IT BACK ON, SO YOU CAN WALK OUT AND I CAN THEN PUT MY CLOTHES ON? WHAT? WHY DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?

Okay so as I was saying. I went to the Dr. about an unknown thing. And they keep calling me in. I’m scared and confused. I’m too young for it to be what the simple answer is and they don’t seem to want to comfort me with an opinion of what “they think it is”. So why do I keep going in for them to tell me nothing. Can’t they come up with anything better then “um I don’t think its malignant”. Aren’t there some professional words I wouldn’t understand just to comfort me? I DON’T KNOW and MALIGNANT definitely should not be in the same sentence. I’m sorry I think they need to come up with some thing better than that.

My introduction

Hi. I’m starting my Blog. Apparently everyone has an opinion and this is how I’m planning on expressing mine. I always wanted a way to share my thoughts with the world. Now, watching other people and reading other Bolgs I noticed people like to see what other people think. I guess somewhere deep down inside it validates other people to know someone shares there opinion. And if not, who doesn’t like a good argument. You’re welcome to share your thoughts and opinions that reflect off of what I say. But I think truly, it’s just going to be my way to vent. I always seem to have fun dramatic things happening.

Please note I’m not so computer savvy or even consistent, who is?
My opinions change, my room mate’s change, I hate socks- I love cute socks.. The inconsistency in my life is highly random. Monday I’m too busy. Tuesday I’m too bored. Wednesday I’m tired and Thursday I’m at the gym. I always wanted to be different and so today I’m going to be generically different.

thank you to all the other bloggers!!