A Cold Room and an Ugly Dress

EDITED MOTZI SHABBOS:
Yesterday I went to the Dr. for a Consultation. Before hand he calls me to say it’s imperative that I come in at as soon as possible, they go over my file. Ask the back round en’ history and all that. Do a quick exam. Nothing they haven’t already done. But this time it’s a new Dr. What I don’t get is. Why? They didn’t tell me anything new. In fact they still need other paper work from the other dr. but it can only be released to me. So now I have to go around collecting paper work from other Drs. Why don’t they share this kind of information with each other… Do I look like a messenger service? Why don’t they share some information with me? All I want to know is what’s going on. If I really needed an excuse to sit practically naked wearing an ugly dress that doesn’t close in a cold room.. I could find more recreational ways to do it.

WHY ARE THOSE ROOMS SO COLD? AND WHY DON’T THEY TELL YOU ANYTHING. AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR THEM TO LEAVE THE ROOM TO CHANGE? THE ROBE WAS OPEN? I NEED TO PUT IT BACK ON, SO YOU CAN WALK OUT AND I CAN THEN PUT MY CLOTHES ON? WHAT? WHY DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?

Okay so as I was saying. I went to the Dr. about an unknown thing. And they keep calling me in. I’m scared and confused. I’m too young for it to be what the simple answer is and they don’t seem to want to comfort me with an opinion of what “they think it is”. So why do I keep going in for them to tell me nothing. Can’t they come up with anything better then “um I don’t think its malignant”. Aren’t there some professional words I wouldn’t understand just to comfort me? I DON’T KNOW and MALIGNANT definitely should not be in the same sentence. I’m sorry I think they need to come up with some thing better than that.