I forgot to say thank you!!

Today I realized I have not thanked g-d for my health. This has been a particularly bad winter. Last year, I sprained my ankle, messed up my back and had acute respiratory infections (which is a another term for walking pneumonia). This year, so far.. and blee’ ian hura… I have not had more than a slight cough.

We spend a lot of time whining and worrying about things. However its rare for most people to stop and think about the wondrous and amazing ways our body works. The mere fact that we function is not science. It’s a miracle that we can never fully comprehend.

Reader Attention.

How does one get it?

I am looking for readers to comment. I like fb but rather the anonymity, so I'm not advertising to friends. . i feel like I am can be more open, honest and fun if I'm myself. I have this tendancy to be more evasive with friends and family. Blogs to me are more like nose picking, it just should be dealt with in privet. This is probably why post secret is so successful. People feel more comfortable, when no one is watching. Something about no one looking over your shoulder or judging you just makes it that much easier to say whats on your mind.

21 people read my blog yesterday. Thank you. However, not one of you commented. Feel free to send feed back or some opinions.

Environmental Energy

Do I give off negative energy?

Do we really see the things in others that we don't like about ourself?

You know that person you just can't deal with, something about them just rubs you the wrong way? Have you looked in the mirror? Is this about you? Or are you merely a product of your environment?

"They" say, what you don't like in others, reflects the things you don't like about yourself."

I say, I'm a Pisces and I am a reflection of my environment. So how does that work?

Okay, so that was the question and answer portion of tonights post. I feed off my surroundings, this is not something new. I have been doing it all my life. If I'm in a bad situation, I'm in a bad mood. If something bothers me, I stay angry until I have some sort of closure. I'm fine tuned to my environment. If there is negative energy, I automatically feel it. I get upset and emotional about these things. I hold on to them longer and meticulously pick it apart and obsess over it until I feel better or understand the reason.

I was in class tonight and the topic came up in passing, very quickly. Everyone else carried on, no one gave it a second thought (it was the simple thought that what we don't like in others is what we don't like in ourself.) However, I held on to it for a minute pondering how this is connected to me and how I feed off my environment. Then, made myself a little footnote to bring it here, as I felt I can rant about it freely.

At the end of class I was given an opportunity, we were asked to write anything. So the professor can asses our writing style. With in a framework of course. However I was stuck on this. So this is what I chose to write about. Because of my insentient obsessing, I couldn't let go of it.

However, as I sat down to write this I found my conclusion. If I was being graded on this post, I think it would reflect poorly on style alone. But this is about me and this is my blog. So I can do whatever my pretty little fingers want to type.

What I decided after about one minute sitting here was, I have to find a new way to get internal closure and move right along. This may be the best way to work through these so called reflections of self, changing the way I interact with others and what I have always seen as my inevitable out come.

Good night.

:)

Throw Snooki down the well

Today I would like to thank this clip thats circulating on Facebook for validating all of my issues with Snooki. No offense little woman but really...

Its impressive how a good wardrobe and a poor tan can hide how unattractive and mindless this character is. Okay, maybe that was a little offensive. I hope to G-d this is not what your really like and you do have a functional brain. Which may imply your a genius doing this for ratings.

Its no wonder Larry Kind is doing comedy.

Using FaceBook as an escape tool.

As I sit and procrastinate writing a post, I was thinking. Facebook is possibly the #1 way to procrastinate and I'm thinking, is this limited to the oh so fat and lazy American? Or is this a would wide phenomenon? We all know its not limited to the US as its available in every language. Okay, maybe not in Egypt where they are using whatever limited access they have to revolt. (However thats for a later post.)

So tell me, how do you procrastinate?

Testing my Ability, with a dead computer.

It seems the universe wants to see how hard I’ll work for this commitment. Last night my computer went in to cardiac arrest and is now on life support. With the will of the powers that be, let us pray in unity that it survives.

Which brings me to tonight’s topic. Who to be mad at?

You know that kid, he loves to take things apart and put it back together just to prove he can? Then your challenged to hold yourself back and not to beat the little brat cause your left with extra parts? Well this is my brother and his adult clone, who repaired my fan. It seemed the sensor was broken and it was working too hard. So this friend (who did it as a favor) took my computer apart got me a new fan and repaired it at no charge. Of course he took a month to do it and rushed the end because he was going out of town.

After I got it back, I noticed that the speakers were sticking out a bit, as if they were not placed back in correctly. But I felt I shouldn’t complain because he did it at no charge as a favor.

Well yesterday I was playing with it, and it started changing funny colors. Then I shut down to see if rebooting would help. Well, now it’s a blank black screen.

Tonight I am disappointed in myself for letting him fix it in the first place. Because now I have to give it back to this same guy, cause the warranty is no longer valid.

Joy.

On one last note for the evening, super blow. I was rooting for the stealers just because I know so many people from Pittsburg. However I secretly wanted green bay to win. I love the cheese heads, they have so much passion. I also love the fact that the fans own the team. I would like to see it stay that way and I’m worried about the lock out. Glad you guys own!!

Enjoy Disney land J