Got Recognition?

I dont but,
Can I have some? I want to toot my own horn and note my own writing skills if nothng more than to be good at something. I was always told how wonderful I am. And “special’ and the oh so hated “you have so much potential”. Who wants potential? Potential is what you have to offer when you aint got nothing else to express. Meaning you COULD be great and do great things. “but honey, your not” Cause if I was. Then I wouldn’t be hearing that g-d awful word. I want to be wonderful and great and achieve all my goals and aspirations. But I have to find them first. In the mean time I want to work on my writing skills. Yea, what? I can write. So maybe I'm cynical and bitchy… a little off centered sometimes. (I want a cookie) Unfocused. (The Stella Dora ones. With the chocolate in the center, yum.. I should go to the store.) Sorry momentary laps of hunger. So right now I’m goanna throw all my jelly beans in one big ol’ basket full of fruit. I’m gonna go out on a ledge here and say I’m a good writer. I have to find my focus. But when I do. Your going to enjoy it. but hey, who needs your approval? I’m a strong independent woman.

me... Sha.. I didnt say that.

Now some thoughts.

A) Don’t you hate when your trying to write something and you have the annoying Ding, Ding, Ding, in the back round. Take a hint. I said I’m busy… Stop IMing me. 
B) Why does MSWord continuously try to correct the word Gonna? It’s not a real word?? Its slang. There can’t be proper spelling for slang…? Can there?
C) My friend seems to think I’m unfocused and wants to criticize my writing. That wasn’t fun. Though it was helpful. Please feel free to comment. Help me. I want it. I need it

PS I can’t Google myself. The Google g-ds need to find a way to limit that search.
Okay that’s really it. Well Unless you care that the brace on my thumb is irritating me. Making it hard to type cause I’m using a laptop and my thumb keeps hitting the little annoying mouse pad in the middle of the ahh… okay.

So back on the original thought, in a Jedi kind of mind frame. Your gong to like me. I’m going to make sure of it. I have to many opinions and so much to say. I feel a little over load. So I’m gonna go out and get me some cookies.